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marko

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About marko

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  • Birthday 05/13/1981

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    Love Techno music<br /><br />Also Football, boxing, and my X box 360..

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  • Membership Type:
    Amputee
  • Amputation Type:
    Left below knee
  • Amputation Date:
    feb 20
  • Amputation Cause:
    Car Accident
  1. marko

    Listen to me.

    Thankyou all, everything i have read makes me think about what u all have been through, it just seems so far away for me to get to grips with all this, i do have better days and it does feel normal, but then i come crashing down to earth with a big bang, i dont mean falling over i do that all the time i always did but its my feelings that crash down, and thats what worries me as i cannot control them, it creeps up on me and before i know it im crying my eyes out. You have posted some touching storys and a few of them made me cry but kinda a good cry as im proud of u (all) as u seem like u are sortin stuff out.
  2. marko

    Listen to me.

    Thanks to all that have read my posts, and thankyou as some stuff u have said has made me think. BUT I CANNOT ROLE OVER AND NOT THINK ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPEND, IT HAS AND IM DEALING WITH IT THE BEST WAY I CAN, WHY SHOULD I FORGET ABOUT WHAT HE HAS DONE, WHY SHOULD I WRITE MY FEELINGS DOWN TO FEEL BETTER, THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER WOULD BE FOR ME TO MEET HIM DOWN A DARK ALLY AND BATTER THE LIVING S**T OUT OF HIM. I DONT AGREE WITH A LOT OF STUFF THAT HAS BEEN SAID AT ALL AND JUST BECAUSE U ARE OLDER THAN ME AND THINK U KNOW BETTER THAN ME DOESNT MAKE U RIGHT.
  3. marko

    hi, i'm new here:)

    Afternoon cheeko, Well my god u are an inspration to us all, well me, im new to this it was only last week that i posted anything, and there are so many cool people who want to be a sholder to cry on, there is nothing i could even possibly say to u as i will prob want your advice more than u will need mine. Just to let u know u can chat with me any time, as long as u can understand the way i spell stuff..
  4. marko

    Help me pls

    Higgy, thanks fella, if you ever did get to know me, you would find out that i have a big stupid mouth, also that i mean so well in the things i do. thanks for not getting pissed at me for writing what i did. Rikk, I live in keighley west yorkshire, about 30mins from leeds. I have spent most of the day looking through peoples posts, think i must have had my eyes closed most of my easy life as i had no idea about any of this stuff i have read about.
  5. marko

    Hi

    Afternoon. Im new here but all i can say is good luck, im kinda getting from what everone here is saying to me is that life has funny twists good and bad, and although at the momment this things must be scary and unknown to you, things will get better, im only a baby when it comes to this stuff. but im starting to see a little light at the end of a long tunnel, and when i get to that light im going to stand up dust myself off and beat my chest then take life on. Good luck, anytime just e-mail and i will try to help, the others have a lot more advice to give than me, but i will try. Marko,
  6. marko

    Help me pls

    Can i just say im sorry if i affended anyone, at physio im the only one there that had an accident, the other people in my group smoked 50 cigs a day and lost there limbs through bad blood flow, that was there stupid f*!king fault for smoking in the first place, i know the dangers of smoking thats why i dont do it!!!! Also been treated special is nothing i want, i just want an answer as to why this happend to me, i know that we are all in the same boat, and im sure that your feelings are the same as mine, it hurts a lot and im new to this, i dont want you all to feel sorry for me, or tell me i have got to be brave and strong, i know this. Again im sorry if i got anyones back up.
  7. marko

    Help me pls

    Hi there Lisa, how are you? I never went on the intrnet before all of this so if a come across a bit spazy then again im sorry. How did you lose your leg? I will tell you a little bit more about what happend, I was on dinner from work, about 100 metres out of the front door, sorry the bit that i left out of my little story is that i know the lad that did this to me, i worked with him, infact when i go back to work i have to sit in the same room as him, LIKE THAT IS EVER GOING TO HAPPEN..... If im been honest i want to smash his stupid little face in and run him down and injure him as bad as what he as done to me. But most people on here have told me i need to forget about what he has done to me, HOW CAN I? One thing that seems to help me is music,(get an i pod) i will try to talk to somebody about my feelings, you e-mail me back with some upliffting music. im not too sure how this works but some of the other people gave me there e-mail addresses to contact them, this is mine mark9741@hotmail.co.uk Another thing, im not sure how old you are but from the way you have said stuff you are prob more my own age than most of the others, when i go to physio most people are a lot older than me, and lost there leg through desise but i didnt, aslo they have lived a long time where as i havent so nobody has any idea of what is going on in my head.
  8. marko

    Hello all

    Guys thanks, if im been honest reading these storys and the nice things you have all said has made me cry a little, the tears seem to flow a lot more these days, i have been to funerals and not shed a tear, so this in a mean way this is prop good for me. Thank you all again and if you need a young persons input on anything please feel free to ask me!!!!!!!!!
  9. marko

    Help me pls

    Hi to every 1, Before i start im not good on computers also i cannot spell to save my life so please feel free to pick me up on any mistakes i make. Im 25 years old and called Mark also im from England, i am a LBK, i was knocked over by a car on the 20th of dec 05. Before all of this happend i was out on the lash every weekend with the boys, i played football for Skipton town F C, i loved life. They were only 2 things in my life that i didnt like, that was getting up for work, and when Manchester city lost (sorry 3 things i hate it when manchester united win). Then that day i was going to get some dinner, when a car came flying round the cornner onto my side of the road, he hit me and traped me between his car and a parked car, it was from that momment the my life ended, i was in hosital for 4 months and had a total of 11 opperations, which resulted in my left lover leg been cut off. There isnt 1 day of my life where i dont think about that boy who did this to my, he hasent even said sorry to me...... I have never even had a problem that my mum or mates or myself couldnt sort out, how do i do this and how do i get on with my life when im so sad...
  10. marko

    Hello all

    Hi to every 1, Before i start im not good on computers also i cannot spell to save my life so please feel free to pick me up on any mistakes i make. Im 25 years old and called Mark also im from England, i am a LBK, i was knocked over by a car on the 20th of dec 05. Before all of this happend i was out on the lash every weekend with the boys, i played football for Skipton town F C, i loved life. They were only 2 things in my life that i didnt like, that was getting up for work, and when Manchester city lost (sorry 3 things i hate it when manchester united win). Then that day i was going to get some dinner, when a car came flying round the cornner onto my side of the road, he hit me and traped me between his car and a parked car, it was from that momment the my life ended, i was in hosital for 4 months and had a total of 11 opperations, which resulted in my left lover leg been cut off. There isnt 1 day of my life where i dont think about that boy who did this to my, he hasent even said sorry to me...... I have never even had a problem that my mum or mates or myself couldnt sort out, how do i do this and how do i get on with my life when im so sad...
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